Found on :LJ:... The Readers' ListOriginally posted by rakafkaven on April 29, 2004
I hate the end of relationships. Even when you've seen it coming for a long time, even when you are the one who finally closes that last door yourself, there's always an element of the bitterest surprise. There's always that moment when you take a single symbolic step away, and feel the wrenching emptiness as you know you can't step back. Even if you know it's what has to happen, you wonder if there was any other way. You may never feel you made a mistake, but you feel a ghost of future regret right then. And it hurts. And knowing doesn't make it any easier.
And I'm at that point again, now. I have to end it. A hundred times and a hundred more, and then again, and again; all in the next few days.
Books are printed heartbreak, bound to happen.
Ok, so Sunday I went clothes shopping with my friend Claudia (who works at J.Jill). I tried on clothes for about an hour and a half (she kept bringing more stuff back for me). By the time I was done trying things on, I noticed that my right hip/lower back area was hurting me.
Anyway, it appears that I have a pinched nerve in my back. Pretty uncomfortable but I'm mostly ok. I've made an appointment with a chiropractor for tomorrow at 5 pm.
Meantime, it's Motrin time!
Oh, and in exciting dental news, I have a dentist appointment on Friday for my permanent filling which happens before I get that same tooth crowned. And I was supposed to go last Friday, but the roads were pretty snowy, so I cancelled.
So I've signed up for Kymberlie's Burn It - The Spring 2004 Edition...
We have a number of CDs with covers on them, but I'm probably going to have to do some research to figure out what other ones we have so I went to The Covers Project and was duly overwhelmed.
I have 6 songs right now (could easily have more, but I figured I'd include someone else besides Tori Amos). So, any covers that you really like but are a little off the beaten track?
Today is the (start of the) second annual blogger love-in per Eka.
Today - and the days hereafter (because love shouldn't be limited to one day if you don't come across this until Tuesday!) - go to each of the blogs you read and tell them why you love them so much. Then come back here and let us know you're a part of the love-in, which is sort of like a sit-in but with a lot more touchy-feely action goin' on.
This is actually the comment I left around places (I don't follow directions well, but I wanted to visit as many people as possible): Sharing some love with you on Love-In Day.
I wouldn't read you if I didn't enjoy it. :kiss2: